AWAKENING

i seemed to have hit my head and remained unconscious for two years time,

i remember the beginning and the start of the end- a natural gift from the clouds and sun. 

dorothy, alice, and myself become a comfortable trio.

my last water droplet evaporated.

who knows where it is now- who cares.

are we supposed to feel as if we're living in a dream? 

“Love is but a dream”

no feet on the earth to ground us of the obvious reality screaming before us.

god, it was screaming behind, above, and sideways.

these last two years were the only dream i can seem to remember,

the only one forced to forget.

and now i've awakened-

never wanting to fall asleep again.

i never really liked to rest anyway.